I get like that sometimes, but not always. I woke up one night to find my uncle's face about three inches from mine and he came on to me, and commented on the fact that I was wearing a bra to bed. (I had a shirt over it and was under a blanket). He was naked from the waist down, and I don't know if anything more happened before I woke up. But years later, he started sort of hinting around coming on to me again, and I started having nightmares where I was wearing a skirt and thong underwear and he fondled me- and in the nightmare I thought it was all my fault for dressing like that, for making it so easy for him to do. Although this is a little different situation, the feelings are similar I think. And at my church, we wear dresses to church. The next time I went to church, I felt dirty for wearing a skirt.

So you are not alone in your feelings. I hope you can find a way to deal with them, though!

((((((((((((((((((((Sundance))))))))))))))))))))))))

SC

"Blessed be the cracked, for they let in the light"
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