(((((Mary Alice)))) Thanks hun.

I'm glad I'm not alone here. This makes me feel better somewhat I suppose. My Pdoc is out of the country this week so I cant do much about my med situation. I currently am on 30mg of abilify, 200mg lamictal, and 150mg tomopax. Obviously this isn't working out ey?

About what you said (outtolunch), I do agree that is does have something to do with my meds. I have been on this cocktail for months now and this has just come up within the past week and a half, so I don't know if my meds are just not enough to conteract it or what, but something has to give. I almost want to sleep with a knife under my pillow. But, like I said, my doc is unavailable and quite honestly I just don't think I'm worthwhile enough to seek out further care until he gets back. I jjust dont know what to do. And to top it off my therapist is also out of appointments until next week, so I have no one to talk to. About the music suggestion, that is a very good idea and I have been doing that . I always sleep with music on to drown out the voices in my head so I can sleep, but lately the paranoia is such that it isn't helping.

Thanks for the input Biplol Maybe it is mania related, I don't know. It's just like I stay in this borderline psychotic paranoia state all the time lately. It's just that this isn't like any other mania I've ever had before, so I don't know what to call it. Who knows...