For the last month, I've had this recurring dream that I overdose on pills or plan on doing it, and every time I have people chasing me to try to stop me. I don't prefer overdose if I had to choose a method. So, I don't understand why I keep having this dream. Every single night! I am not suicidal right now and I still had the dream last night too. Last night's dream was the closest to death I've been in a dream. I swallowed many random pills, and laid there and began drifting off into a peaceful state of mind, where I heard sounds of nature and birds, and a soft piano music.
I'm really getting tired of every night's dreams being either of these; suicide attempts, being chased by security officers or police, meeting up again with this one police officer that's dealt with me many times, or somebody hurting me.

How can I dream something different?