What did I do wrong today?

I guess luck was just not on my side. the more i complained, the less likely things were going to come my way. I don't get why people don't sign up for the summer teen reading program when i'm there. All they had to do was grab one of the cards and fill up 5 spaces for 5 books that they read, and also have a raffle at the end. Unfortunately, nobody showed up. I don't know if it's just me, but doors have not opened for me since early on. Why, am i bad luck? that leaves me teary-eyed all the time. Am I destroying everything I come across?