my ups: i was happy that i woke up feeling pretty good. I was able to do my hours at the library for volunteer.
my downs: At the library, nobody showed up to my desk when I was there. I felt like life does not want me to succeed. I did not go there to have a chill time. I went there to work and if i'm not feeling productive, then I don't think I should get credit for it. But then what happens if it constantly happens, am i going to have to grumble about it? Absolutely not. I'm just going to be like,"Okay, I know it's routine, but let's just get through with it, okay?"

By the way I was doing volunteer work trying to make sure that people signed up for reading so that they could win prizes for their reading. all they have to do was read five books and fill up the spaces provided for each book. Nobody showed up when i was there and when one girl did, i told her it was only for teens and then she left because she was supposed to be in the children's side asking for books. The children's side is filled with many little kids reading comic books and stuff like that. What happened to the teens'? As you get older, you don't want to read because it seems endlessly tedious.