so this is my first post on this site and talking to even anybody at all about this. I've looked over everything and now I'm completely positive i have OCD too. I thought I had it for awhile but I wasn't sure, but after researching about it I know I do. I do the rituals and all that stuff. The numbers thing is the one that reeally bothers me though. Through my whole classes I'll just stare at the clock and figure out number stuff. Mines different than alot of peoples though, I don't mind all uneven numbers, I just look for 6 or multiples of 6, or 19. I know, it's really weird but those were my soccer numbers. Ever since I hurt my knee really bad a couple years ago & had to give up soccer my OCD has just escalated a whole bunch. At first I just thought it was all a game. But now I understand it's definetly not and it's taking control of me. It's nice to finally have somebody to relate to though. I wanna see a therapist about it but I'm just not ready to talk to my family about it. But the OCD keeps getting worse and my anxiety is horrible and I get headaches alot now from it. What to do?