i am spectacular at having dull sessions

i had one today, and at the very end i told her that i was mad at myself for talking about my mom. again. its the same thing, and not even necessarily anything that i want to do anything about or is even that bothersome, but as she says-it is emblematic of my relationship with her. its all about her, and therefore i don't have to deal with my stuff.

then, with one minute left, of course, i told her i had ONE THING i wanted to say today, and couldn't do it. i feel like such a failure most of the time.