so I just got a long drawn out email from one of my uncles.

Telling a whole bunch of people in the family how my father took money from his dying mother with or with out her knowing. Last year and is not holding up his side of the bargain to help with finically supplement his own brother, and his own nephew who both helped, his mother when she was dying from cancer.]

secondly I am horrified I don't feel like he is going to leave me anything when he is gone....and I don't know how to handle being in contact with the family when or if they decide to write him off
but I already have a lot of issues with him as is...I mean because of my abusive past with him.....I am fairly sure that why I suck so badly at having male relationships
I am starting to notice my compulsive lying habits and sexual habits usually come about around males....
it bothers me greatly that my history with him affect my present life situations cause I have simply not come to ful terms with the trauma I had to deal with from my own father.