Sorry to double post... but it's been about an hour and I sorta feel like putting in my own day.
I feel sad today. I feel lonely. I feel really upset that within a week I had 2 out of the 5 people I took a big risk in trusting here... I just feel really crushed that they broke that trust. I'm not really sure how to handle it. But neither one of them really seem to be apologetic, and neither have initiated any conversation with me. So... I'm also feeling paranoid about it.
And I miss my friends. I miss England. I wish that I wasn't single.
All sorts of stupid stuff really. Bah.
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"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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