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Originally Posted by CheshireCatGrin
Sorry to double post... but it's been about an hour and I sorta feel like putting in my own day.
I feel sad today. I feel lonely. I feel really upset that within a week I had 2 out of the 5 people I took a big risk in trusting here... I just feel really crushed that they broke that trust. I'm not really sure how to handle it. But neither one of them really seem to be apologetic, and neither have initiated any conversation with me. So... I'm also feeling paranoid about it.
And I miss my friends. I miss England. I wish that I wasn't single.
All sorts of stupid stuff really. Bah.
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I'm sorry to hear that. Feel better! I can sympathize with missing friends (most of mine live 7+ hours away and are as busy as I am), missing a place you'd rather be (about 1500 miles from what I call "home" even though I haven't lived there in 5 years), and being single (more years than I'd like to count).
I know what you mean about having your trust broken, too... then I became bitter and cynical and stopped trusting people...! And have consequently isolated myself from society in general, oftentimes finding myself with nothing remotely resembling a social life. It's a risk, true, to trust someone, but it's good that you're willing to be open and honest, even if it sometimes comes back to bite ya in the ***. Keep your faith in human persons and I'm sure that, sooner or later, in some way or another, it will be rewarded.