I wish I could relate to it

It sounds pretty normal (whatever that is), given that you're on the brink of being "free" from the latest perp. Is there any reason not to enjoy yourself?

My T was telling me last week that she seems to recently be talking with a lot of middle aged women who are rediscovering their sexuality, apart from their relationships. Not necessarily that they're being unfaithful, but that they get to experience themselves as sexual beings, and, as T put it, under ideal circumstances, they get to bring that newfound confidence and excitement back to their committed relationships!