I've reread your post three times, Mr. Radio, and I'm so inspired by it! I've read the previous ones and even remember commenting on the first. Now look at you and the progress you've made! And in making it you've helped me more than you can know. My psychotic break, and the severe mania and depression that accompanied it, has forever altered me. That was almost four years ago and I've been grieving for the self I've lost almost ever since. But like you, and with what you're about to do, I changed my mindset just a few months ago and vowed to give myself a life again.....a new and different one.....but one that works. I've told my online friends that I'll never be 100% but I'm closing in on 80. And that's good enough for me! Thanks so much for your message, Mr.Radio. It actually made me soar. All my best......grey