i woke up around 10 am, surf online a bit, ate lunch and sat by myself.
spent the afternoon online and worrying about various things.
then i got an email that ive been waiting for since the weekend
then i just lay around on my bed and did nothing for a couple hours
i went on an online chat room, and talked to someone about a guy that i love (but that has a gf and he has no idea that i like him), about the thoughts that ive had about this guy
then i ate dinner by myself
then i went back home, and browsed online again
i looked around at a couple clips on youtube that were supposed to be funny but it didnt really help
there were several hours today where i was just lying on my bed and i felt like there isnt much purpose to my life