i dont trust my doctor, ever since i read a post here in general "changes in uk mental health act" i am to scared to go to them for help..
i am falling down that slippery slope into the darkness at the moment , but going into hospital is the last thing i want to do, the thought of it scares me even worse then the idea of giving up to the dark ones.
i know i should go to see my doctor but i cant / wont, be put into hospital, it would be like deserting my family again.