No mania, just hypomania here.
I tend to indulge the cleaning urge if I really want to be active. I'll also indulge in going out partying - but I will refuse to head out until I've got plans made with someone I trust. I tend to delay any decisions that I want to make - I do this alllll the time so that it's habit. I do not just delay decision-making when I'm in an up because often I don't notice I'm FEELING up until later! So it's standard process for me to debate on something big for a month or so. (As in, I've wanted a tattoo for years. I eventually settled on a location for it... but have thus far refused to get a tattoo because I couldn't settle on WHAT to get. A few months ago I figured it out, and I haven't yet made an appointment because I decided I had to wait a few months to see if I still like the idea. I still like the idea so I plan on making the appointment soon! I'm going to get Navi from Zelda!)
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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