Alexendra. I agree with you, knowing and experiencing are 2 different ball games...I think for me maybe, stuff is already happened and then I become aware off the change, eg, I am begining to feel toward people outside of t now where as before I didn't..so maybe thats why I am seeing how attached I was too t because now its safe to feel outside off t......I realised last night, that that warm fuzzy feeling I get inside when with T I am begining to get toward any human now...I'm not so quick to Judge them and decide my liking on them on whatever judgement I come too..I am begining to just enjoy someone because off the feeling I get inside and I can see their postives as well...I'm amazed how this stuff really works :-) I want more LOL!