I've got a good friend of mine staying with me since yesterday until the 3rd june, I was so excited about it all until yesterday evening. I started to feel anxious about the time and order things were happening in which i unusual for me i tend to just get social interaction anxiety

I feel like me being anxious to go places at set times and get agitated when things don't go so smooth is ruining everything. I'm trying my very best to hide any signs of my anxiety but it just seems like its making it more obvious. I spent hours laying awake last night with my mind racing trying to sort out a plan for when things can happen today; no matter how hard i tried i just couldn't stop it happening... though that got mucked up when my friend slept longer than i anticipated.

*sigh* I hate my thoughts some days.. I've had a good couple of days but now. I don't know I feel worse than ever