I met a Chaplin today. I don't believe in god or Jesus, mainly because I'm scared if I believed the "other side" was a better than this then I'd have been there years ago. It was a suggestion by someone who replied to one of my posts who recommended spiritualism. My team has only just hired Alan and as I'm struggling to deal with lots of things especially find some sort of peace in me that I've never had, it was suggested I meet with him. I reluctantly agreed as even the word "God" scares me, however we talked for over an hour, he has never dealt with people with mental health issues so he seemed interested in my perception of my world. Well I won't bore you with any more details only to day that I felt at ease in his company and I am going to give him a chance to see if he can help me in anyway.