Goldmaiden,
My delusions consist of some of the same things like telepathic messages given to me everytime I do something or am about to do something , like if I look in the mirror and I am about to brush my hair, They say something like" dont bother brushing your hair, you look like crap anyway" or if I color something red, they will tell me it is the wrong color and I made a mistake. They alwasy point out something I have done wrong, like a mean father bullying me. They come as voices. Other times when I am lying in bed trying to sleep, They just keep saying "listen to me" "listen, sleeping wont help you" Whatever it is I do or other people do around me, they send me some sort of negative telepathic-like message that I cant shake. I think maybe I am just talking to myself like that because I have such low self esteem that everything I do is wrong, and It comes to me in other peoples voices. I dont know, but I think my meds have worn off.

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