I worry about the damage yet I still do it. I told my SW I kinda get a buzz out of it in a sense. She said she has a duty of care to me and I need to be safe and need to change my habit of hurting myself so change my thinking pattern. I want to stop but I feel I can't. What if I pick up another habit/way of dealing with it all and its the wrong path? I'm not a cutter but I have thought about it