Happens frequently to me. A few weeks ago, I was about to divorce my (fabulous) husband and move to Syria to work for the International Red Cross. Today I wanted to join the National Guard. One year I had 8 jobs in less than 12 months. Since graduating college many moons ago, I've never been able to stay in one place (house, city, etc) for more than 2 years. I have been known to change my hair, dye it, cut it, shave my head, grow it out, etc, etc. Some people in my life never see me with the same hair twice.

I still struggle with these impulses a LOT and when they come, it always feels incredibly urgent, but as I'm learning more about my issues, I'm starting to understand the distortions in my head. But it can be very frightening, frustrating, scary, and I know I drive my husband nuts with my impulsive thoughts. Although I'm to the point where I can say out loud "I need you to talk me out of..."insert crazy idea/need for change..." I also have a therapist that I see weekly who keeps me pretty grounded.