uncreativeartist I'm going to give you two free ideas that you can set up for yourself. One is a program that's free that sets up your very own daily diary, one is the blog program I suggested in the first place, also free.
The difference is, you can share web wide the blog, but not the diary. And NO you are not inarticulate. I personally think your font makes you intimidating, but that's me, so blow that off. LOL You could very well be able to work your sentences again and again and make them perfectly say what you're thinking.
Diary Link
Blog Link
You have a great deal to say on suicide. And I do too, to be honest, but as above, it's just not the place. I guarantee, if you set up the blog and let me know, I'll visit.
Cheers