I have someone in my life that is a criminal, diagnosed and I don't ever want to be like him. Hence my signature "If I ever want off meds. or out of therapy please knock me back in my place!". Before or after your dx. you are still the same person.

There are people here that are unmedicated. Please do not accept a NP dx. unless she's a psych NP. If you tell your dr that you don't have insurance they can help prescribe cheap meds, may know of discount program or give you meds that have good patient programs. I really think you should talk to your therapist honestly about this. You may want to go to a psychologist to see about getting dx'd.