I've given up on working it all out - I found it easier to learn to accept "that I'm a bit chaotic because my brain is stupid and keeps effing with me". And wishing that people were easier?? You're wasting your time I like to think we're more like DoDo birds though because we are (as a species) taking ourselves closer and closer to extinction. Except we've got a slightly better chance of survival because at least a good chunk of us recognize the mess we're creating!

Goodness am I ever going to embarassed whenever I flop into another depression.... all these positive(ish) opinions will likely go right out the window :S