I am struggling with a fit of deep depression.

The house, however, continues to be painted. He did one strip of the topaz trim (facia) and it looks really good... where it is still white looks neglected, something missing, but where it is topaz while it doesn't stand out and shout, it looks completed..almost like wood stain.

This is just a bout with depression... if I stay the course...I will get through it.