I usually burst into tears when people are nice to me when I'm not expecting it. I can handle all sorts of bad things.. but surprise me by being nice and I don't have a clue how to respond.

Eg. Worked at McD's when I was 16 or 17... once had some guy flip RIGHT out on me in the drive through and threw his change at me. (he wanted to his order split into two bills which I couldn't do because I had other orders in the queue.. if he'd asked when he'd ordered I'd have put it through like that for him and told everyone they were in the same car). So whatever. The next car pulls up and said how rude that person was and asked if I was ok.. I said "yes..." and then burst out crying!

It's ok to need help suga. Everyone needs a support system and it's just a shame that so many of us don't have one naturally in place because we've been let down by people so much. But we should never give up looking to find the people that we CAN trust, because they're so worth it.