feeling stressed out and on the verge of depression. I get really bad if I have to go too long without having a heart-to-heart with someone who understands me. Unfortunately there are only two people I can really have heart-to-hearts with. My T who is away on vacation, and my friend J who I haven't seen for almost 3 weeks. Thinking about my birthday and who will or will not be celebrating it with me is stressing me out and making me insecure too....