If you knew me personally, you'd gladly HELP me hurt myself.

I'm just trying hard not to delete my account here, fire my therapist, and quit group therapy. I'm only trying at all for my girlfriend's sake, but I'll probably do it anyway because that's the sort of dumbass thing I'm prone to do. I feel worse telling people about it anymore anyway. All it does is spread misery and hate. I'm an embarrassment to the family, and all I'm doing now is humiliating myself.

So I'm done. I'm just locking myself in my room until I can stop being selfish and start acting like a human being.