Well, she just wasn't organized. Your orderly mind picked it up almost immediately. Try
not to blame yourself; it may have been a real lesson for her to get her act together if
she's going to try to counsel others.

I will never forget going into the office of a physician and talking to one of his staff
members who was in charge of administering allergy shots. I never saw such a cluttered
and disorganized room in all my life. I was immediately turned off thinking that she
might be giving me the injections. I just politely told her that after 15 years of
giving myself the allergy shots, I could do it for myself. What an experience! It
was something like you'd see on a tv show about hoarders.

So, while it's going to happen maybe once or twice in a lifetime, it won't continue for
you. Chalk it up as an unfortunate introduction to therapy, and look for a better
therapist if it continues, please. There are very good ones out there who will help you
to feel better about things.