Same! No nonsense going on in my head and I actually get weirded out. It's like "Helloooooooo???? IS ANYONE HOME?!?!?!"
It's different though - there are times when I CAN concentrate. Usually on reading. And sometimes I successfully have a volume button, that lets me focus on one or two or three things at once and the rest is on the backburner for a bit - I'm still aware of what they are, but they won't be always hindering me. Right now I've got a few songs in my head plus worries about dinner plus complaining to myself about my sore feet and tights and that I want to organize my classroom and hope my kids will help me cut up some stuff I laminated and debating on what I want to eat for supper.....
But the overriding thoughts are ones about this forum - about this thread and about some PMs and about a few other threads I need to get caught up on. Those are the dominant ones that are circling around in here, but the others are there too just not as loud.
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