I would think about/talk to your therapist about why you get so depressed on Sunday's, there must be something to that: do you feel lonely on Sunday's, is it about going back to work on Monday, etc.?
It sounds like your 'ups' don't negatively affect you much? I think the important thing is to get help with what is really affecting you and your functioning, whatever that may be, I think that's what is so important.
If you would like to rule out bipolar, I suggest you get an evaluation from a psychiatrist (as opposed to NP).
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