I feel like absolutely nothing i do is ever right. ever. I am a complete and utter waste of space, and nothing feels real. I feel like i'm watching everything and am powerless to stop it. I've started cutting again, and some days it feels painful to even try and smile. School work is a blurr, and it seems as though no matter how much i study it doesn't make a difference. Can't concentrate ... and I miss how things use to be so incredibly much that i'm beginning to hate where i am.
I dont know what the point is anymore.