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okiedokie said:
Hi there,
I further like to define "normal" in terms of how society defines it -- a "societal norm" if you will. Aside from the semantics, I do often reassure myself that I'm staying WNL (within normal limits.) I guess that stems from a time years ago when I was severely depressed and thought I was thinking and behaving "normally" when in fact I wasn't. Very scary stuff. I hope to never have to experience that again. Take care,
Okie

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See this is what my fear is. That suddenly I'll be acting "crazy" and not realize it.

Or anything. . . I sing at church and sometimes I worry that I sound terrible but everyone is too polite to tell me. So I made my pastor promise to tell me. Because there's this one lady that plays piano and he told me she sounds awful so he wants me to sing with her to blend better. and I'm like. . .what are you saying about me?

I just worry that I'm goign to start doing something that I think is fine and then go off the "deep end" because whatever thought pattern or habits I'm into. . .I tend to take things to extremes, so that's my concern. I don't do things half way and people that know me know I get obsessed with stuff.

So I worry that suddenly I'm going to start acting extremely strange and then not realize it so anything I do or feel something different, I have to check to make sure it's OK.

This is something I DEFINITELY need to work out with my T this next few months (or weeks?)