I'm trying to cut myself down from 80mg of Geodon a day to 40mg (with my pdoc's knowledge and permission) and it's causing my anxiety to go through the roof. Because I'm cutting one measly pill from my regimen. Like, what does Geodon have to do with anxiety anyway, it's an anti-psychotic? I wake up feeling absolutely horrible and it doesn't go away until well after I take that 40mg morning dose. So I got the brilliant idea, last night, of switching the 40mg to nighttime and maybe then I'd wake up feeling better. That worked, but now I'm feeling absolutely horrible in the evening. I don't know which is worse; waking up and feeling horrible and panicky before I have to go to work in the morning, or feeling increasingly horrible and panicky for the latter part of the day.

Can I say it again? I. Just. Want. To. Be. Normal.