I think finding someone you can work well with is important, and if you work well with her then it's probably worth it to go back. You have to rely on someone who is helping you and I think that kind of "dependence" is ok. If finances are an issue, maybe she could work out a reduced rate for you. Sometimes therapists work on a sliding scale depending on how much you can afford. It wouldn't do any harm to ask about it. I've found that when you ask for help, people are usually willing to give it. Good luck.