Why should it be a problem that you might need help and support? I really doubt those willing to support and help you would agree with your opinion that its better if you weren't around....if they are like that though maybe you need to try and find support and help elsewhere. I have felt like people would be better off without me a number of times...so I certainly get that. My short term memory sucks and I forget things and lose things all the time and have to right notes, then sometimes I lose those to...but it doesn't mean I should off myself even if I feel like it sometimes.

don't know that any of that is helpful