I don't know where I belong now. Haven't been on here in a while and now I don't know which forum to post in as I was originally dx'd with bipolar around 3 yrs ago. Now my psychologist thinks I have bpd. We looked at a questionnaire and it appears that I have moderate to severe symptoms. She also wants me to think about trying dbt or schema therapy which we are going to look at more closely in our next session which is not until July 9th cos she is away! I feel like I'm in limbo with not being able to discuss her thoughts on me having bpd. I don't really feel I have the right to post here as It's not certain I have bpd but I don't know what else to do.

I really don't know how to feel about the possibility of me having bpd, I feel kind of numb. I guess I'm worried ppl will think I'm a freak but that's not to say that I think ppl with bpd are freaks its just that I know how misunderstood mental health problems are. And how some ppl perceive ppl with these problems. Ppl can be so cruel especially when they don't understand something.

I really do feel that I don't belong here but I'm hoping others may be able to help in some way. Even if just a small way. Thanks for reading