Another hard day. There's just too many ups and downs in one day for any one person to take. I get to host Thanksgiving with all of my family and all I can think about is how sad I am. Grrr...I'm just so exhausted of feeling down...

I just want to give up and stay in bed until it goes away on its own...I feel like I can't fight it anymore. When the most important person in your life is supposed to help you, he is the center of a lot of my sadness. How do you combat something like that when verbal communcation doesn't work? Oh well...have to get up early to get the turkey in the oven....