This is not a topic I enjoy talking about at all, and even on here where I don't know and can't see anyone I hate discussing this topic.

But I've lately been having an issue and wanted to see if I'm the only one.
Every time it's that time of the month, I get hugely hormonal. I know that's normal of course. Except for me, the change has been becoming more and more dramatic. I'm talking to the point that I become suicidally depressed for days.

I've always been a bit depressive with my PTSD, but I have noticed there are certain times that I suddenly become unbelievably miserable. I'm not kidding when I said suicidal either. Today, I'm perfectly fine. 2 days ago, I was wondering what I'd leave in my note and how I'd do it. It's not to say there aren't other times I get that down, but usually there is a reason.

I know someone will say go to the doctor and discuss it, but I really can't. I can't even look at what I've written now, I'm just mashing at the keyboard pretending I'm not discussing this, haha.