Warning * inner 5 year old rant*

"I haaate my therapist, she sucks. i hate her stupid boundaries. I hate therapy and i hate that she's not my exT. "

ok, adult me says.... i don't hate her, she's ok as far as humans go, i think her boundaries are probably a good thing, even tho it doesn't feel like it to me. Therapy is hard and i do need to be there. But i just don't want to be, i drag myself there every week, with old T I at least looked forward to seeing her and that was what kept me going on the days i didn't want to do the work.

I don't know if i want to keep doing this