am bp2 and have been on, among other meds, 1/2 of a .5mg. of clonopin every day for anxiety and agitation and at night i switch between .12mg. of seroquel and next nite 1/2 of a .5 mg. of xanax for insomnia and racing thoughts.

i notice i am numb of all feelings..do have a lot of empathy for others and i love my hubby of 28 years but there doesn't seem to be any type of `gushing' of feeling. i feel sadness, i feel happy...all in my head but question where the actual feelings are. is it me or have the meds. squashed real feelings?