Thank you both. I don't feel as bad as before. I've always felt comfy on this board and felt like I fit I'm just not sure now. Both my best friend ans her mum think I have bpd I'm just not sure. Its the waiting till I next see my psychologist that's going to drive me mad. I'm not a fan of routine change lol. I might just hang around both boards and see how I feel. Thanks again guys.