I am wreckless when Manic/hypo. I have done very stupid things just because i feel invincible and like nothing bad will happen (one small example: sitting on the edge of a dirt cliff to eat lunch just because it was pretty, despite warnings from the other hikers that it was unstable). I have done wwwway tooooo many stupid things and am shocked to be alive frankly. Depression isn't more of a threat because death always makes sense to me, not just in depression. I don't want to die by any means but the contemplation of life always stirs about my noggen so depression just exaggerates the circumstances i am in and the frequency of contemplation but not the depth of the thoughts. I just re-read that and don't know if that makes any sense at all, but that is the best way I can put it.