after few msgs and then calling him he came with bs saying he was drunk and he didnt mean it blablabla he didnt think he was wrong saying what he said and mentioned if i hadnt call him he wouldnt talk to me again. therefore im not even important to him. we talked again for hours and guess what he ended up in i want to kiss u, hug u, sex... i became aggravated and telling him i was afraid of him just wanting sex from the relationship. he said i think too much, im complicating things, and it does turn into sex only at night when we are more alone blablabla. then i was just sad caz i told other guy the situation and he said "hes gona be one of those guys that expect something to hapen in 1st date and put their hands where they shouldnt". he noticed i was sad and say he would call next day to talk a bit more. thing is i realized his actions are similar to the guy i had "something" with that only wanted sex.

i sent him a msg saying a guy that is genuinely interested in a girl doesnt talk about sex right away and from now on our convos would be sex free. he not even commented. next day i sent him a msg asking about it. he said he was tired, didnt feel like thinking and he saw my msg but didnt agree with it. i told him it was incredible how in beginning he used to make me feel so good and now is the opposite. he didnt reply. at night i said i was sorry for saying that but its been 2 days and no msg nor call from him.

today i had to send a msg. i CANT keep myself from doing it. i said after all there is no convo without sex to u... he didnt reply.. so i just insulted him.

i just dont get it... he spends money on the phone calling me. he doesnt want to hang up and he has to go.. its like there was something there yet he couldnt give a ****...