Just watched some videos on youtube talking about how psychosis is a healing process and spiritual awakening. Kills the ego, you see visions of love, and releases all the stress in your sub-conscious. Is it possible that I'm not back to normal because my episode never completed itself? I know I said there was going to be a new me.... which there is, but the question still bothers me. Why can I not think like I use to. Maybe I just have to let that part of my belief die. Idk.