I'm taking Wellbutrin, never had anything else, so I'm not sure how the drugs compare. But I had that same reaction a few weekends ago. I didn't used to be a crying, sobbing drunk but that's what happened last time. I don't drink till the point of drunkenness but once every couple years, and I never reacted like this before. It was like all the bad stuff in my head, about me, about why I thought no one wanted me around, about how bad a person I was... all kinds of stuff just spinning around and I couldn't stop it . I'm still a little embarrassed about it all.
So as far as my experience goes, yes I think you can make it worse for yourself. Maybe a drink or so is fine for me, I don't know yet. But I'm not going to try to find out for awhile, at least until I've let the embarassment of this one die down.
I don't know what to tell you to do for you. You know your system best and what you can handle. But maybe trying a little less for a bit might be worth a shot. Hope your feeling better.
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