Me: From PC. If I died would you come to my funeral?

Therapist: I feel, on one level worried, and on another level sad.

Worried that you have gotten yourself into a place where you cannot process this enough to create a response. Cannot recognize what is really being asked.

This question is not about going to the funeral. This question really being asked here is Do I matter to you? Do you care about me? Am I important to you?

Sad because maybe you don't yet know the answer. I care about you. You are important to me. If you were to die, I would feel a great loss, I would mourn for you.

Whether or not I would go to your funeral is irrelevant.

Me: Is it yes or no?

Therapist: I answered the question the only way I can.

I love you. (I forgot this line when originally posted)

##i guess she's not going.