i wish i had a place in my mind. it seems like such a long time ago that i had this place that nothing could touch and it set me free. in a way,
but now for some reason, i can never find it. in the end its just me. i dont dream of visiting places and my only fantasy that was good...is gone now.

but thanx. i found a way to cope. i haven't done it for a while. but its all i had. it could of been worse.