I used to see a therapist and a psychiatrist. I was not always honest with the therapist about other things like making friends. Other than that, I was fine. I told her everything from bullying to hearing music that's not there. She would question me the same way every time. The psychiatrist offered to have prozac given to me to help with my sensitivity to people's words, like back then i would take things very seriously like if someone called me a doofus or if someone said my legs were messed up due to acne scars or no one really likes you or you will never have friends. I mean, these words cut me pretty badly and I'm just like how can I ever get to the point where i feel like these words don't mean a thing? And when people smiled at me in a gloating manner, I'm thinking this person does not want the best for me or if they're smiling when i'm all nervous or sad then i would assume that people have something against me.