Please try not to blame yourself. I know it's easy to especially when you depressed.. Each time I've been solely on an antidepressant it did not end well. I'm glad you are willing to try it.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
"So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk
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